I am going to start working on forming the following habits:

1. Checking email twice a day
2. Getting to work by 8:30 a.m.
3. Learning to not stress and let it go
4. Only see my best friend once a week
5. Start having a life, once again
6. Getting things ready in the morning

Ok, so #3 and #5 are going to be the hardest to do. I haven’t really done much since I freelanced in 2007. Before that, I was Ms. Party Animal. Now, I am boring. I just stay home and relax. I don’t want to start partying again, but I do want to start meeting quality friends and being happy. I tried to think what activities make me happy right now, and I couldn’t think of one. Isn’t that sad? I do need help. Maybe someone out there can give me some suggestions.

I joined all these Meetups, so I hope that one of them works for me. I need something cause I feel lonely and sad.

While I relaxed in Cancun, I did some gut-wrenching self-reflection about my life and myself. There are things that I need to change and what better time than now? I missed my children and realized that I had a pretty good in providing them with the upbringing that I want them to have. I do know that I need to learn to be more optimistic and how to relax. I want to be able to write one day that I was triumphant with every thing that I said that I would do.

I know I have the courage and drive to reach my dreams.

I am currently blocked with all of the every day stresses of my life. As said in my DCFemella blog, I am heading to Cancun for five days. Hopefully that will help me write a vision statement that I can be proud of.