After going grocery shopping, Cebastian, who doesn’t have school for two days due to parent/teacher conferences, and I went to his teacher conference. She said he is excelling at school, and that his behavior is getting better. I was pleasantly surprised. He was waiting outside the classroom for me. He asked me how he was doing?

I said, “Cebastian, you are doing amazing in school, and Ms. Seidel says you are doing better with your behavior.”

His response? “Mom? Don’t you feel sorry that you doubted me.”

I started laughing, and I said, “Sorry Cebastian, I shouldn’t have doubted you.”

He said, “That’s ok mom, I forgive you.”

Hahahahahaha….Crazy kid.

The kids’ sport season is almost over, and in a way, I’m happy.  It has been constant running around here or there, and I can finally relax, even if it’s only for two months.  I’m sitting here watching “The Curse of the Living Corpse,” and I don’t want to do anything but do nothing at home.  I’ve been suffering from horrible insomnia.  Yesterday I woke up at 4:30 in the morning, and I still wasn’t able to fall asleep at 4:00 a.m. today.  G. had to give me sleeping pills, so I could at least sleep.  I didn’t wake up til 2:15 p.m., and that was forcing myself to wake up.  I’m exhausted so no going anywhere.

Halloween night was fun.  The kids got tons of candy in my aunt’s neighborhood.  It’s like they are still stuck in the 80′s, so the majority of the people still give out candy, and there are tons of kids.  They went home with their father, and I went to G’s.  We played Scrabble cause he says he is the Scrabble King.  Last weekend, he beat me.  I beat him during the week, and I beat him again.  He felt pretty silly.  I think it was that he challenged my word “hived,” and was wrong.  After that, we were hungry so we headed to Silver Diner.

Everyone and their mom was there with their costumes on.  The girls in front of us and us were laughing at this guy macking on this girl.  The girls and I were perturbed because the girl was allowing the guy to feel her leg as though he had known her forever.

One of the girls said what I was thinking, “If a guy ever felt me up like that, I would break his arm.”

I hope that everyone had a wonderful Halloween, and that they are still eating candy. =)

So I am so retarded. My coworker is this cool-ass 25 year old, and we have become fast friends. I’m listening to his Ipod now. We are so dumb. So yesterday he introduced me to “That’s What She Said.” It’s from that show “The Office.” I hate that dude Steve Carrell but this is so funny. Every time someone says something that sounds sexual, you say, “That’s what she said.” Of course, I am playing it out like crazy.

Like yesterday, I was asking him about his Ipod shuffle, and I said, “Where is the hole for the charger?”

He says, “There is only one hole.”

hhahahaha….so then I answered “That’s what HE said.”

We’ve been saying that back and forth.

I just said it to my boyfriend. Like this guy invited me to these parties on these boats in Georgetown

He asks “Are you still doing the boats?”

And I couldn’t help myself. I said, “That’s what she said.” Hahahahaha…He has no clue what I mean.

So you guys can see how cheesy some people (me) can be.

I’m so in love that I can’t think about anything else, but that feeling. It’s exhilarating feeling that you almost have everything you’ve always wanted: the man of my dreams, my children, great career, amazing health, wonderful friends, and happy. I haven’t been happy for a very long time, so I am feeling kind of weird about it. It feels too good to be true, and I’m afraid that in an instant, I am going to lose it all. Happiness is a feeling that everyone covets, and I finally have it.

My past relationship wasn’t the best. The person was constantly cheating, lying, BREAKING MY SHIT, and a drama starter. My drama-free life was all of a sudden consumed with it when I was with this person. I feel bad because after Eric, I vowed never to allow myself to get into a horrible relationship where there was a lack of respect and honesty. Lo and behold, I was in one again.  Everyone who met this person told me there was something wanting in this person’s eyes. I still care for this person, but I know it’s for the best.

G. has always been my sanity throughout all of it. He would listen to me and give me the best advice.  Every time we stopped speaking, I felt sad and lost. I secretly cried because I didn’t have him in my life.  The last time we stopped speaking, I became a total hermit because I didn’t care about anything, but the kids.  I tried to start dating a few times, but they never compared to him.  Now, I have him completely in my life. Even if we don’t last as a couple, I know we will last as friends.

He told me that whenever I smile at him, he feels like he loses all reason.  He said that he smiles more when I’m around.  Also, that he wants to be with me the rest of our lives.  We are planning a trip in January, so I am excited for that.  I wanted to go skydiving this month, but he wants to wait til the weather gets better cause he knows I hate the cold.   I wanted to because I want to get rid of my fear of heights, and also I want to do it so I can feel like I finally have wings.

I’ve always felt like Marianne in “Sense and Sensibility” with Willoughby. I now feel like Marianne and Willoughby have been given a second chance through us.  This video is Marianne reciting Shakespeare Sonnet 116.  It describes how ideal love should be.  I use to watch this scene and cry cause I had lost that, but now I found it again.

I have hit the 30-year old mark.  It feels surreal because I don’t feel much different, other than I don’t have the patience to deal with drama.  On Saturday, I went out with the love of my life.  He took me to this fancy restaurant and then a lounge.  It was an amazing night.  The next day, we played Scrabble.  He kicked my butt, and I wasn’t very happy.  I’m not the greatest loser.  I am going to have start practicing with my sister again, so next time, I play with him, it’s on.  

We really love each other, and I can’t believe that he is in my life.  Every day I feel like I’m in a dream.  

On Sunday, my family came over to my parents’ house to celebrate the big 3-0.  Isabelle and my mom made this amazing display with all my pictures from when I was in my mom’s stomach (I mean it) til now.  It was a crazy thing to see how I have changed throughout the years, and all the different trends I have gone through.  

Every minute needs to be enjoyed.  One can’t worry about little things because life will pass you by.