Guilt Ridden

22 October, 2008 | dcfemella | Comments

I feel guilt, sad, and loss.  This person was a major part of my life for so long.  However, a tumultuous relationship where there was a lack of respect and cheating was an every day occurrence with this person, I don’t know if those feelings are justified.   I love L. as a person, but people are right.  If I want to get married and have more children one day, I have to let her move on.

L., I am truly sorry.  I know you hate me, but I hope that one day you can forgive me.  I did love you.  I’m sorry that I have to follow my heart and be with him.  He is my true love and always has been.  I hope you understand that one day and find someone who truly loves you.  I do wish you the best.

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  • Becky
    I googled to try to find you again. I am sorry people must go throuhg hurt to find love sometimes, but i am so happy you have found yours. I miss you! Texas is lovely, life is grand. Hug yourself for me. :)

    your old friend.
  • @Dave Q. - Thank you
  • Wow. I can see the pain within this post. Lots of emotion in your writing. I hope you get through the hurt soon.
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